Is your Mistress stark raving, bark at the moon crazy? Is she emotionally/physically abusive? Is she demanding more than you can give financially?

Borderline personality disorder and/or narcissistic personality disorder may be the cause.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=to5qRLRSS7g

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLM94DnKkQo
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