Just hearing someone else mention Mistress Helena put a smile on my face. I only saw her twice and both times were memorable. After the second session she told me to use the words "wolf howl merciless caning" when I booked my next session. The "wolf howl" was a reference to the way I screamed which she said she loved and the rest was to communicate that this next caning would be CNC. Sadly I did not follow though before she retired.

We went out and had a bite to eat after both sessions (they were both late night). I have a clear memory of sitting in Veselka with her at 2 am. She told me she was going to retire soon and insisted that I email her so that we could stay in touch. Very, very stupidly, I didn't.