I came so close to it last week. My heart nearly stopped when my girlfriend found a card for a fetish store in my vehicle with an appointment time written on the back of it. Her reaction was to blame the young intern who has been traveling with me on sales calls. She didn't even give it a second thought except to express annoyance that I was the rep who was assigned to train him. If she had called me out on it, I would have had to tell her the truth. Giving up the fetish part of my life isn't an option. Giving up my girlfriend of 8 years isn't either. I feel like such a loser living such a lie. Has anyone been these miserable shoes?