For the past year I’ve been seeing a fantastic Domme who I have great chemistry with and the sessions keep getting better and better. She brings out the submission in me and has pushed me pain wise and marks wise further then I’ve ever gone. So to answer your questions it seems like it’s gotten to the point that my mind is always reliving the last session or thinking about the next chance to see her again.

I don’t mean my mind is on her 100% of the time but I think about seeing her everyday , especially during idle moments when nothing is going on. I hear my screaming and begging in my head and think about the next time whenever that may be and how I know i am probably going to hurt and suffer even more.
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And still trying to figure it all out.................. buffalo