Yes Mistress Ayn, You know me so well. If it were possible to be locked 100% of the time I would have been pierced and kept permanently locked a few years ago. It is about trust, honor, respect, sometimes being locked but the rest of the time it is about tortuous mental chastity. I do love knowing that part of me no longer belongs to me. It only resides on me. I miss you Dear Mistress Ayn and hope you are well and making lucky subs and slaves cry and beg. smile