Your absolute right about that.

The only two times I cried were one of those reasons each. The one time a Domme and I agreed to do a very harsh ass whipping and to stop at nothing to just feel what it’s like. Well she just did that and by the end my eyes were watery just from fighting back the pain but no emotional feeling about it.

The other time was cause I don’t like to make eye contact with the Domme and even more so when she’s torturing me. So one time she was squeezing my balls and told me to look at her in the eye to which I would just glance up quickly and then look away. Then finally she told me she wouldn’t stop squeezing until I did, so by the time I did I started crying so she stopped. It was such mixed emotions from in pain to happiness to embarrassment that I liked all together. Then she told me it’s ok to be happy about and don’t be embarrassed cause that’s why you are here.