The only thing I miss more than the anticipation is the actual encounter/session itself. My sessions are usually scheduled many weeks in advance so that leaves quite a bit of time for anticipation. Then, as you stated, there’s the preparation beforehand and then finally the actual drive over. It’s a three hour drive for me and when I have to make it for work, I hate it but when I’m driving it for a session, it serves to fuel the anticipation and excitement! Yeah ... I totally miss it!!
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