I always wonder if the Dominatrix I'm serving is really a sadist. Does she become excited by CBT and humiliation.

Are you a Mistress, or submissive who enjoys sadistic CBT and extreme verbal-physical humiliation?

Wouldn't a psychologist be better for cognitive behavioral therapy.

I really hope my mistress is not true sadist

But shurely she enjoys seeing me suffer while she is having fun with me. And occasionally, i can see a certain smile in her eyes when dishes out real pain, and i show her my devotion and my willingness for taking even more pain for her.

There is enough adrenaline in the game to become excited either way. So what difference does it make?

I do become excited by administering consensual pain, but probably not in the way you think. It's a mind high that some of us refer to as "Domme Space" and it comes from the feeling of power and the energy loop that is created in the space. If you are asking if she gets wet, probably not.

Agreed. I did not consider myself a sadist until guys started paying me to hurt them, and I found that dynamic in itself so sexy. It's all about context for me, even in my personal life. So CBT is one of many fun activities I enjoy, and how hot I get is more related to how badly the subject wants me to use that power and push them.

I couldn't agree more. The thought of a mistress just going through the motions does nothing for me.

If you've ever seen Simone Kross in action, she's a sadist who's into it!

I think that the actions of Domme and sub tend to reinforce one another.
You, as the domme, get a certain "high" from the sub's desire for your punishment, and your subsequent top-space feeds back into the sub's longing for further pain and humiliation. It's a great wonderful symbiosis.

If you were receiving sadistic CBT and humiliation that you enjoyed, how would her being a "real sadist" change the session for you?

The idea that I'm suffering before a true sadist is a huge turn on. When my self worth is being shredded by a Mistress, I want her to mean it.