I planned a session this week who sessions part time in New York who I have known a long time.
So today I put on my “jungleboy” outfit. I looked at my body. I looked at my face. I looked ridiculous.
In my fantasy, in my mind, I’m 30 something or maybe a healthy 40 something. But I’m not. I’m a lot older than that. I feel my age, and today, a little beyond the actual years I’ve lived. But I have plenty of memories of living out my fantasies. And feeling safe in her hands and in the hands and the imaginations of the many ladies I have served.
I cancelled the appointment. I feel like I should retire. I am at peace if I do retire. If I do my posts will stop. Peace to all.

I have often tried to stop but always returned.
I hope you have more success than I have had.

All the best,
wolf

I have to agree with wolf. Quitting the scene isn't easy. A leopard can't change his spots and a jungle boy probably can't either. It's part of who you are. you may retire from live sessions, but you will always be kinky. If you do stop posting here, you will be missed. I also wish you good luck and the best for whatever the future might hold.

Final note: Submission is beautiful and I've never seen an "unappealing" sub at My feet. Truth.

Mistress Ayn and Wolf, thank you both for your kind words.

If you meditate, perhaps you will have greater clarity about whether or not seeing a mistress is good for you folks.

Junglepet, hopefully you do what is right for you, but it would be great if you can continue your wonderful contributions to this community.

We at Domina.Ms appreciate your contribution. Regardless of your decision, we hope you will continue to share your experiences here on the Buzz.

I guess I will if I need to vent or think I have something to contribute. I just posted something on the "rapier sessions" thread about my first "rape" session when I was a 21 year old. (It wasn't what I expected.)