Not afraid... but intimidated. I always wanted more, but never wanted to offend any of the ladies I have served. Yet many did of encourage my carnal behavior to a point. My deepest subspace experiences were with Goddess Vegas. Her strength, looks, legs and attitude (her scissors were killers too) kept me so intimidated that I sometimes forgot to ask or was afraid to ask if I could pleasure myself at the end of more than one session. But then I relived our adventures for days and days afterwards... even to this day.