[quote=AspX]Sorry... This reply is off-topic, but this statement reminded me of something and I really wanted to post it in reply
[quote=Poester]
Hi Asp,
That's a very good parallel. "Knowing but not truly knowing"
As an aside I talked to her a bit about my session, and she said she absolutely "gets it", and said she even likes scat play with subs which is (surprisingly?) a step further than what I'm comfortable with.
po
po,
Actually I don't understand what is a "stap further" for you? Being a sub at all or incorporating the play as part of that kind of relationship? Is it that being a su is humanizing which actually counteracts the humiliation and dehumanizing of the play (and the iso-toilet)?
Not trying to push... Just genuinely curious.
Asp
Hi Asp,
What I was getting at was much simpler. I don't like playing with scat much after the initial "drop". Once it gets further removed from the "donor" it's just a pile of crap, to me.
But to answer your questions I'm not naturally submissive. I can take that role and role-play and can find it very rewarding and stimulating especially if I can lose myself in it, but because it is not "natural" it eventually wears me out. Which is why I don't do lifestyle.
The after-care/meet-and-greet after the session (I don't know everyone who is participating beforehand frequently), where I am "re-humanized" has turned out to be absolutely essential to me to recover.
It was actually very interesting to see the reactions of a brand new Domme at the end of one of my sessions. She really did not know what the make of it, or of me.
po
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