My bucket list is so old that most of them that I have yet seen are out of the business now. To further complicate matters, the ones (spankers, all) I always wanted to see aren't like the mistresses that most of you see or wish to see. They don't have dungeons, they don't have a schedule, and, to an outsider like me, they may simply not be available. Here are two that I've always wanted to see and I'm pretty sure I never will.

Number one on my wish list is "Mrs. Burns," one of the ladies who worked with the women-spanking-men web site, and really under-the-radar even when she was active with them. They make videos, and, basically, if they accept your application for session, you'll be filmed (and sold). The good news is that they pay you to take a beating, but you really don't have any say in who's going to be spanking you and with what. That's so much like what I don't want to do that I just left her in the bottom of the bucket. Her videos really push my buttons. She's good looking, wears nice clothes, speaks calmly but sternly, and paces her spanking well. She's totally out of the scene now due to an unfortunate outing incident.

Number two is Jacqueline Omerta (Mistress Jacqueline when in dominatrix garb). She always worked privately, and was probably most known for her videos. Another beautiful solid spanker, speaks well and writes well - and she plays drums. There was booking information on her web site where the videos were sold, and then one day the web site and she just vanished. I asked a few people who worked with her and they don't know what happened. Another dream spanking that won't happen.

There are others, but I won't bore you.