I think we are probably about the same age. I am envious of your early experiences. I missed out on a lot due to being scared and overly paranoid and not knowing what to do. I remember being dropped off by a friend in NYC many many years ago. (Long long story).
I had a day to myself before flying home and just walked around trying to figure out how to find a Dominatrix or an escort but not knowing how to go about it and I left empty handed so to speak. I still think back on that lost opportunity. It took a few more years before I started to tentatively try to live out my fantasies.
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And still trying to figure it all out.................. buffalo