Thank you for explaining Mistress Ayn. It makes complete sense that a session without any kind of feedback would be less than fulfilling. I was so nervous that first session I don't remember if I said much of anything.

Originally Posted By The Thomas


And lastly there is next day subspace. Having trouble sitting the next day can once again arouse erotic feelings though still with a tinge of contentment that is hard to explain to someone who is not a maso. Note if it is my back not my butt that is sore this experience is much weaker. Once again testosterone is playing a role but without any adrenaline.


Thomas, that was a great post, thanks for sharing the link. I don't think I've experienced pre-session sub space. This time, however, I did have a few of the next day reminders which brought the session experience back to the forefront of my mind. For instance, today a co-worker slapped me on the back. Not hard, but hard enough since it was right where I have some marks. I felt a quick twinge but then I smiled and felt pretty happy. It's interesting how neurochemicals work and how we react to them differently.

Originally Posted By The Thomas


In many CP sessions there is a bifurcation of my consciousness into one part of me that wants it to end and another part that wants it to continue. When the session is over there is what I call immediate post session subspace. This is the most different flavor of subspace. It is a strong feeling of relief and relaxation. In its most intense forms it is like the world has been recreated anew. My speculation is this involves GABA and serotonin.


After this last session I have a much better understanding and appreciation for this. It makes sense that the more sessions you have with a Domme that you are able to build a rapport. So this time there was more CP and it was more intense. As you stated, I wanted it to end but I also wanted it to continue. After the session I drove home and I really don't remember driving. I didn't completely zone out but I just sort of arrived home. I wish I could always feel as relaxed as I do after a session!