Dear Mistress Ayn,

As You know, i try to session with You as often as possible, but the distances involved make those session simply too far apart, and the overwhelming itch caused me to spoil sessions because of my overexcited "kid in a Candy Shop " mental state when We/we did get to session.

i find that Ayn Rules helps me keep in the proper head space, hearing Your voice and watching You in the videos better manages things and keeps me in my place.

Your new program of having me session with other agreed upon Dominatrix every 4-6 weeks is helping to keep me in better form.

Writing a post session report makes sure that We/we have no secrets building between Us/us and allows You to know where i am in Your training plan. For those reading this and wondering about how this works, the other Domme had session plans for me that Mistress Ayn was not willing to allow. i was required to step back and tell that Domme that where she wanted to take me in session was not a destination that Mistress Ayn desired Her to take me to.

After 5 + years of my serving You, We/we have a special and unique relationship in many ways and as a result when a sub like me is without regular in person sessions the down time needs to be managed .

With a 6-12 month hiatus it is far too easy to lose where one is in the game and experience has taught Us/us that i am far less useful for in session. When We/we session as Your sub i want to be in the proper condition to mentally and physically session at the level that You require, deserve and desire.

Interestingly, with the availability of of Ann Rules and the use of a conditioning or training Domme i watch very little porn and read almost no BDSM porn.

gls

I do phone sessions on NiteFlirt and it is rare that those subs "convert" to a live session - even if they are in the same town. I've always found that interesting.

I think this approach has worked out well for everyone.