i find myself thinking about it with increasing frequency and intensity. In my mind, it is a matter of submitting more deeply. i think of it as forced only in the extent that the idea does not come from me. I want to do it for a Mistress who truly enjoys making a male slave serve Her by submitting to Her wishes in this manner. In my mind, there is also a component of this where i am reminded of his supremacy to me. It would not be difficult for Her to find a male who has an exponential superiority of manhood.