Ten months ago i took a deep breath and asked Mistress Ayn to be my Keyholder. Besides actually serving Her (and the Ladies at the FemDom Mansion), this was the best decision as a sub i ever made. i can count SIX real orgasms for 2019 so far, with other ruined orgasms as ordered by Mistress Ayn. The Holy Trainer is a wonderful device, passing through airport security with no problem. i am only permitted out of the cage upon Mistress's orders and to orgasm upon command. i would not have it any other way. i am frustrated most of the time - and, yes, a milking (only had one and it was unintended during a gang bang birthday present) is not satisfying at all. My frustration reminds me that i am Mistress Ayn's slaveboy and this pleases Her. And, Mistress Ayn is true to Her advice - i am allowed an orgasm rarely but often enough so that i still remember what i am giving up for my Mistress. Chastity has been a true blessing for me, as administered by my Keyholder, Mistress Ayn.