I am chaste although I am not locked all the time but I know that I am not allowed to cheat or cum. Recently we started working on milking but I think the ruined orgasms were more fun as we almost got it perfect. Milking these days has left me so incredibly frustrated and I will do what Mistress says just with the hope of a real O (Not going to happen), or a ruined O, but the milking relieves the stress even when it drips out slowly but there is no satisfaction in it. I desperately miss having a real orgasm but I have also found that I am 100% more obedient and will submit to almost anything. It is almost perfect and it has helped Mistress increase my feminization and embracing the fact that I am an owned sissy slut. Now if we could solve the turtle problem I would be locked 24 X 7 and I know Mistress would keep it that way forever, the way it should be. Someday we will get there and She will smile and I will probably cry. LOL