Are your sure your brain isn't making a pledge your body can't keep?

You think of yourself as a senior sub/slut (whatever that means), but you've been out of it a while, it seems. Are you sure you're not out of practice? That your body hasn't changed? That your limits haven't diminished or your remembrance of your tolerances haven't grown with age and distance?

Seems like a recipe to get in over one's head.

And there are plenty of NE dommes you can do things that you dream, and things you don't know to dream. They have friends, equipment, and facilities that you may not know about. But you'll need to ask them, and be prepared to pay. But it saves a flight to Germany or Florida.