Interesting post, thanks for putting it up.

I have never had any anxiety regarding a scheduled session, but I have had plenty of anticipation. That doesn't mean that every session has come off as scheduled or as planned, but the vast majority have. The few times that the Domme had to change the plans I was given reasonable notice and options. I have never had a Domme just outright ghost me and keep the deposit.

Keep in mind that the Domme has every incentive to follow through on the session once it is scheduled and to make it a memorable experience for you.

I would expect that your session will come off without any problems assuming you follow whatever protocol your Domme uses. At this point, I think you would be better served by relaxing, just going with the flow and letting the the excitement and anticipation for your session build. That way, when the day of the session arrives you will be in the best possible mood and emotional state to enjoy your time with your Domme.

Hope you have a great session !