Originally Posted By buffalo
The thing is I always felt that this type of scene would be the ultimate humiliation but in reality it wasn’t at all. It wasn’t a turn on or turn off either and I think I was disappointed I didn’t feel what I expected.


This is also what I am talking about. Sometimes things just aren't the feelings you have in your mind. Not good or bad, but certainly part of the self discovery process.
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