Great post. There’s multiple topics I’ll try to address. There’s a few fantasies that I have where I know I just can never do. A really severe whipping or caning is one but I just can’t have the marks and at my age the healing process is a huge issue as is permanent damage. I also fantasise about undergoing a severe beat down from a strong athletic skilled martial artist or wrestler. Again at this point in my life the negative consequences resulting from this are just not worth risking.

As far as forced bi scenes go I’ve had a few. I never hesitated. I had one Domme tell me afterwards she thought I was going to balk but I never considered it. The thing is I always felt that this type of scene would be the ultimate humiliation but in reality it wasn’t at all. It wasn’t a turn on or turn off either and I think I was disappointed I didn’t feel what I expected. TIn 2 cases it was just another experience but the third was so crazy and surprising that at the end I remember just laying on an outside balcony and lmao. I think I’ve mentioned it on Max before. It’s a story in itself and too long to describe right now.