I’ve been going to the gates for a while now but there was one mistress that I wanted to see so bad. The issue was that she was always Thursdays and Saturdays. My schedule is very tight so I could never see her. I noticed that sometimes she would do Fridays which works for me so I kept an eye. Fast forward: she said if I wanted to see her on her off days to email so to see if she has the time to session. The next time I saw her on a Friday, I called as soon as I could and hoped that she had some availability. She had some time to fit me in and I lost my mind. I had been waiting for a year and finally I caught a break with having a free Friday.

When the day came, I was going to be late but I tried to drive as fast as I could and was five minutes late. She did talk to me about it and told me why it is important so I promised to call next time to warn. I was just happy she was willing to see me from that point. She opened the door and welcomed me in. She looked amazing in her black corset, leather shorts, and thigh high heels. She had a warm smile but an intense look in her eyes. We sat down and she started by asking how I was and if I ate and hydrated recently. She must have noticed my shaking and sweat. I asked her why does she care if I ate, how my day was and if I drank water. She told me that it was important for her to know if I was prepared for the session more than your typical clean out. She said that a bad day can make it hard for me to focus on the session or being dehydrate, fatigued or hunger could also affect the session. I wanted a session with a lot of impact, ball busting and pegging. After the session it made sense. It was so intense and I was so scared and excited that I was sweating a puddle. She loved when I watched her in the mirror and I can see that she was a true sadist. I loved it all so much that when I almost was at a red, she stopped. She spoke into my ear and warned me about letting my ego or want to give her more was getting in the way of calling a safe word. I told her no and she caught me in the lie. She sat down and told me that she doesn’t like when her toys try to break themselves. I got so hard in her discipline to stop when I know she was enjoying herself. Discipline in catching whatever she saw in my body that said the truth. She commanded me to get on my knees and beg for forgiveness and promise to communicate as she expected. She wasn’t easy to please when it comes to begging. She saw when I was” preforming” and when it was genuine. I don’t understand how she knew but I loved how small it made me feel. I asked her how can I take more in the future and she told me our time was up but that she was excited to walk me through how next time. She has been there over a year but I felt like she genuinely knew how to take me deeper into worshiping her with my pain. I loved how she taught me how awful the English style of impact was. Usually if mistresses make you count it’s 1,2,3. But the English style she said was the same except if she didn’t like a hit that she made. Then it was back to 1 again. It can really make a punishment last longer and tease you at the same time. I loved when she would stare me in the eyes, not knowing what she would do. She could see right through me but it wasn’t mutual. She had me tied up by my balls as she made me crawl around the room. I was so focused on keeping up to speed and my knees on the hard wood floor . I didn’t notice that I was wrapping my rope around the beam and making it harder to reach her. My head was so foggy that I couldn’t figure out how to unwrap myself (an easy thought now but not at the time) so she made me fuck myself with the dildo attached to the beam till I was ready to take the cock she was wearing. She tied my cock and the vibrator to my leg while I stretched my hole and she watched. She watched with that same smile when she let me in the house. When she got behind me, I felt fingers stretching me open and she spat in my hole, spanked me and the slid in. Balls tied up, spat into, beaten then pegged while being choked by her arm was incredible.