When you quoted her saying to you "You know, you only call when you want to session." I could hear her voice. She said something similar to me over that dinner at Veselka. She told me to write to her even if I didn't want to session just to connect. Given that she told me that she was going to retire soon, I think she just wanted to be friends (I didn't dream that she had an interest in taking me on as a personal slave). As I said, not reaching out to her was one of the stupidest mistakes of my life. My life would have been much richer for having her as a presence in my life, even if it was only for the occasional late-night meal in the east village.

I can understand why you don't remember exactly what you did with her because her personality was just so overwhelming, powerful and intoxicating. The connection I had with her during those two sessions is among the most powerful feelings of connection I've ever had with another person.

I second your hope that she's doing well, although I'm absolutely certain that she is. She was an absolute force of nature, and I'm sure she still is.