Originally Posted By gilcarnovsky

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it need not be of course sharing of emotions though to be vulnerable. i think far and away the most vulnerable i have ever felt was being stripped and bound ass-up on a bench as my Owner answered a knock at the door to let in another person She had arranged to come by to fuck me ....i didnt know who this person was or what they would do to me and i would never see them ...but i felt vulnerable and at the same time very open because i knew i could trust my Owner ...that is the sort of vulnerability i had in mind...


omg, yes that's it! This is exactly where I needed to end up to get the full cathartic effect of my sessions, to be in subspace. Being fully immobilized and trapped by my Domme(s), ready to service one or more other persons whom I may or may know. Early on I was on the edge of panic in these sessions, holding on by my fingernails to not scream "red". But later I was able to "relax" into the experience.

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