I have a mastermindcrafts toilet funnel chair that I saran wrap to my face so I can't pull away and nothing leaks out even if I try to pull away. If bound enough im entirely at the misteess's mercy until I finish.

I've had a few sessions of forced-consumption, I only enjoy the forcing part and the more of it is forced the more I enjoy it which usually means the worse it is the better so each session I tend to ask for worse. The first few sessions I asked to be forced no matter what, but once I start tearing up and whimpering to be let go the mistresses let me up, which obviously I was glad for in the moment but sad about later. The next 2 forced consumption sessions went all the way, I did not enjoy it and struggled to no avail. I whimpered please and my tears streamed but they made me swallow by holding my nose, so I have to swallow some for each breath. They were very hard in the moment. The 2nd one of those two then did some more golden shower post-orgasm which was almost worse than the initial forced brown consumption because I had already lost all arousal and was exhausted, but she held my nose until I finished again and that part of the session is what I think back to fondly the most.

The last FTT session I did i asked for it to be post-orgasm from the beginning, and she followed through. As soon as I was attached to the funnel and saran wrapped (it was a hotel so limited bondage available, only had saran wrap unfortunately for later) she took a very long piss in my funnel, massive in volume. She then sat beside me and tried to get me to climax before she continued, I kept wiggling away and begging not to because I already regretted asking for it knowing how bad it would be to swallow poop post orgasm. I also started swallowing the piss as fast as I could so I wouldn't have to also deal with that post orgasm. After 10 minutes of trying to "catch" my little soldier down there she gave up trying and sat back down on the toilet above me. She had a massive load and as soon as she let it loose into the funnel flowing into my mouth she sat down right on my stomach so I couldn't wiggle away and against my attempts to wiggle and whimpering pleas of fear she made me climax and holy shit it was one of the scariest and best climaxes I've ever had. And then I was DONE. But she was not, true to her word she planned to make sure I swallow everything and just got back on the toilet above me and then even shit for round two and I was horrified that even more just got added to the massive load, then she sat back and waited. Unfortunately for both of us the saran wrap ended up not being enough for my vigorous struggling and I ended up ripping a hand free and then start pulling everything off, and she got up and helped me undo everything.

After all of those I wasn't the least bit psychologically scarred, but I won't ask for Post orgasm consumption in the session request itself again most likely because it is horribly nasty lmao but I would say now I am more addicted to FTT than I have ever been. Now any FTT mistress I can find on SextPanther I talk to in order to ask her to make me do complete post-orgasm consumption, full follow through, completely by surprise. I won't ask for it in the forced consumption booking request, but to remember me from SP and only let me know they remember once I'm fully tied up and can't turn back. So I may not remember who I've asked to do this so any mistress I see may do it yo me without me knowing so all sessions will give me even more euphoria from the fear that it may happen