Confused.

I thought I was defective and ready to give up until today. It always hurt and was never fulfilling at the end. This never happened when I was alone at home. I decided to do one last internet search today and it seems in videos that most people are get smaller strapons, while I have been getting gigantic ones. They also are getting other stimulation, while mine is always totally ignored. I wonder if others have had this experience and if seeing a non public dungeon domme with more experience is the solution?

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