I’m similar to you. I don’t care about consumption for the sake of consumption either
I’m definitely into the humiliation and degradation aspect of it. When I was younger I had hard time letting myself go as far as getting into subspace. As I’ve gotten older I’ve found I have been able to relax more and can get pretty deep. Shit has always been a hard limit for me but I’ve wondered if I could be convinced or coerced by a Domme who wanted to push me. Eating my own might make it a bit easier to not resist Something to think about.
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And still trying to figure it all out.................. buffalo