YW

However, I cannot exactly say that I "enjoy" ruined orgasms but perhaps at some level I do because I kept returning to her like a moth to the flame.

You also mention stimulation when over sensitive. I have never had the Venus 2000 experience but have had that done to me with manually. To say I was begging for it to stop would be an understatement - if done right with the focus on the head it is absolutely agonizing. Another mind game that she would play would be to repeatedly edge me to where I was desperate to cum but all the time telling me what she she was not going to stop . Set up a "I want to cum so bad, but I have to hold back because I know what follows" short circuit in the brain! And further prevented me from enjoying it because I knew within seconds the pleasure would turn excruciating