The one time that sticks out when I think of this is I had a hotel session scheduled with an out of town Domme I loved and had many good sessions with in the past. It was a late session to begin with and I got stuck even later at work and had to text her a couple times telling her I was still coming which she was cool about . On top of that my wife kept texting me about some problem right up to my arrival at the hotel. I was still agitated when I walked in worried about more texts. The Domme and I caught up for awhile and the session began but my mind just wasn’t fully with it. She wrapped me in cling film which made me very hot and I just realised I wasn’t going to be into it that night and told her that.
When I think of this incident which I do periodically I always feel I took the easy way out and should have pushed through like I do with most things.