I kind of (really really alot) like the strap on. Sometimes the strapon session is great and I totally feel that first deep penetration, other times it is a less distinct feeling. I think the difference is in the lube that the mistress uses. if mistress uses a lube that numbs the sissy's entrance, the sissy doesnt get the full feeling of the cock and gets less enjoyment from being fucked. i understand that sometimes sissies are not fucked for their pleasure but I am wondering about the thoughts of mistresses and other subs on the use of lube as relates to the session. any thoughts?