Look on bright side..... They truly wanted to dominant you because they hate you.... Compared to servicing your every fetishes.


If you want real domination, this is closer because they would intentionally do it differently to their "own way" and not fully follow your script to your desire. Some get offended if you "top from bottom" - asking to be done a certain way. and will ruin your session in reaction.

But they also think you're scum if you're past a certain age.

I once had a close friend who was an asshole in the true sense of the world. She was mostly nice to me though. I often fancied her not being so nice.
Flash forward, she did a complete 180 turn for some reason, being an complete asshole to me. How she treated me still haunts me till now.... Not in a good way.

I use to think I would love to get totally dominated/humiliated by someone without any control. Turns out I didn't. *

I think the majority of people who love the idea of being 'truly dominated' but would actually hate it if it became a reality.

* That being said, if given a chance, I would absolutely love to be beaten by someone with no regard for me, for however long they want, only for their fun.