Hi Thomas,

Thanks for the question

Ive never noticed a difference between my introvert and extrovert sides when it cones to being an alpha or a beta. I dont view myself as either one rather in session or real life. My session personality and real life personality are the same. I also don't view my domme as an alpha. There is a lot of fantasy around subs being inferior and dommes being superior. I get the kink around it but I don't really get into that to that as well. Yes she takes control during most sex but outside of that we support each other. I like to submit because its enjoyable, creative and exciting but im not trying to slip the bonds of a real world alpha role and move into a beta role. Probably a tougher dynamic to achieve in a professional session

Im Just a guy who likes to get beat up and submit during sex. Im very confident in my submission. But Ive struggled with the whole concept of submission being a sign of weakness, as well alpha/beta, inferior/superior dynamics for a while. When ive explained this to other women including pro dommes i normally get the “your a beta response.” but im happy that i found someone who understands me. Interestingly ive had good success playing this dynamic with escorts.

Your question prompted me to text my domme and ask her what she thought i was. She said Alpha with a huge masochistic streak. I could see the masochistic part. Which probably comes out more when i am extroverted and makes it easier on her to hurt me. She was probably trying to boost my ego as well. Mission accomplished there.