I've been in a kind of unique situation in that I'm OVER a certain age and left NYC a couple of years ago to enjoy "the golden years" in a place with no action. My plan was to visit home, whenever, maybe four times a year. And play when I could. I did, with my longtime Mistress. We also I kept in touch with my Mistress via text and phone sessions. When Covid hit the text & phone sessions, remembering my adventures in the distance past, both here and MF, helped. (I thank all of you here for responding to my posts making me feel... less alone and comfortable sharing my experiences.) My last in person session with her was the fall of '19. But nothing, NOTHING replaces in person one-on-one sessions. My imagination, my Achilles' Heel, has gone NUTS. Maybe late summer or fall I'll feel safe enough to session with her again. But I really don't know, emotionally, where I'll be at that point. Everyone enjoy safely!