I’ve never done a lot of corporal because of limits of what I can take as far as marks go but as i said in my response to Cheyenne I’ve relaxed some on that recently in an effort to give the Domme I’m seeing more room to work. Plus she is a sadist and enjoys it so thusly I enjoy her enjoyment but not the pain. She has beaten me to where I have been screaming and begging and squirming and past the point where I thought I couldn’t take it any more but then she has stopped. I have wondered what would happen if she didn’t stop? Would I cry? I don’t think so. Would I just continue to scream futily ? Or would I get to the point you mention where all the fight goes out of me and I just surrender and take the beating without emotion or complaint? I can’t imagine that as I just don’t see myself being able to take the intense pain without reacting in some way. I think for me the emotional release will come after something like this whether it’s being comforted by the Domme or whatever.