The whole flaking out on a deposit is what really puzzles me. I've only had to cancel a session with a deposit once due to covid19. The domme was upset initially but actually calmed down afterwards after we exchanged emails. This was back in mid-March, I had just came back from an event in Pittsburgh and gradually started to show symptoms like many of us who were at the event. Probably about 2 days prior to the session I started to symptoms, rather than risk infecting other people I opted to self-quarantine and cancelled the session out of precaution. As my symptoms worsened I found myself in the ICU. After we discussed the situation, we both were immune compromised and rather than risk it we both agreed it was best to wait. Since she's out of state, I've opted not to travel to her location till a later point. I may still see someone here locally in Maryland but we take proper precautions to be safe.