I prefer private sessions to avoid any potential critical opinions of me. I went to a few events, still prefer private.

COMFORT LEVEL.

I'm in 20s, they say older people are more relaxed naked than younger people. When I was in high school, people showered at school with their swim trunks on. In 1970s, I heard they showered completely naked.

In conversations with hypothetical scenarios, younger men (never had this conversation with men over 40) complain about being around men, such as camera-men , especially if the scene require erections and cum (they'll be like "no homo", "its uncomfortable"), I guess the more experienced he is, the less he cares. Maybe try advertising it's a 100% female film crew and the consumer/audience are mixed. Creative marketing works.

I usually do ballbusting and penis torture, those usually caused lot of noise. I don't want anymore humiliation than already experienced from the session, especially front of men. I can do events, if only women are around.



WHAT I ENJOY.


I like ballbusting, cock torture, footjobs and handjobs. When I'm in sub-space and she's stroking my erect parts, she could be pulling, squeezing and twisting my balls further than I'm normally comfortable. My ex domme did it quite a lot. Almost saying, "i'll stroke your cock only if balls are on my court"

Post-orgasm ballbusting/cock torture are brutal, worse than it looks on video.. The scene turns from masochistic "do me sub" to full "balls on her court" especially if she doesn't use safe-words.

My 3 biggest turn-ons are 1. "ballbusting and/or cock torture", 2. "post-orgasm ballbusting and/or cock torture".. 3. Stinky feet footjob.

Example: Full bondage sex with ex lifestyle domme, my ankles and wrists secured to her bondage equipment or her bed. Her being in full genuine control. I'm weary of being in bondage these days unlike my risky youth.

Example 2: I was tied to her St. Andrew cross. After giving a ballbusting handjob. She kicked me. Post-orgasm ballbusting is only a turn-on before orgasm, often regretful after.

The first time I experienced post-orgasm ballbusting was by accident. After sneaking out a camp coach's dorm at evening/night, a few girls suspected what was going on between me and her, and "nailed" my balls in 2 different incidents when I was crossing the outdoor path back to my dorm (yes, I was getting my dick wet during my teens).

I had a tight sack during teens. In my early-mid 20s, the sack is all loose and wrinkly from all those squeezing, pulling and kicking. I need a cosmetic scrotum-lift. I actually feel embarrassed showing it.





What made you retire from private sessions? You could command big money for your legacy, you can find dominatrix in every city, but who has the legendary status and myth-making lore as you do? Add few big muscular butch women outside your door as security grin certainly gain more business as a hallmark signature. Big muscular men as security would lose/decrease business. Try hiring a 100% female staff for filming, lights = woman, camera = woman, web developer = woman, administration = woman, etc. Of course read local laws to prevent discrimination lawsuit on gender hiring practices, but suing a porn-studio for such trivial reason is silly.. Almost promise/guarantee you, more men and more attractive men are willing to be filmed if film crew is 100% female ([b]and you can pay women less
, just kidding, just kidding! grin ). With those big muscular biological butch women as security guard, who's going to mess with the crew? You know... I never been tazed in the balls before.

Sometimes being older gives you an auora of authority.

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Edited by ryancbtbb (10/30/20 03:06 AM)