Thank you Mistress Ayn for your compliment. After all the years in the scene with various "retirements" I am really more of a vanilla role play sub than the many subs who engage in activities I would never consider. In my alter ego I can be entertaining and imaginative, or so I've been told.

I was - still am - so enraptured with a particular domina, now retired, that I wanted her to take me with a strap on. A small one, since I was inexperienced. I was in such deep sub space over the years I was inventing things she might like to do to me. She did the opposite of "ruining" me. She said on a phone call planning a scene, "No, you'll only get squirrelly on me." But in the next session without warning she did baptize my torso and groin with her golden essence which was highly erotic since it was a such a surprise.