Chastity is now a life-style choice for me, with Mistress Ayn as my Keyholder. It started out as a fantasy - a 2-week trial - and just evolved. During a rare necessity for me to be out of my cage for two days, i felt odd and uncomfortable. The cage is a part of me. Even though my Keyholder exerts Her control long distance and i have a key for maintenance and emergencies, there is no interest in letting myself out of chastity and disobeying my Keyholder. It is a wonderful reminder throughout the day when i feel the cage and i smile, knowing that this is now my life and it is special. Thamnk You, Mistress Ayn, for this "indefinite chastity" experience.