As you are aware Mistress, it had already been a rather long period of time since our last session so I was already overdue for a visit, and then all of *this* happened which resulted in me having to postpone our upcoming session ... so I was already antsy even before.

As my demon twin and I were discussing earlier, it’s almost as if all of this quarantine and isolation has only added fuel to the kink fire. I believe it’s because thinking about kink gives us an escape from the reality of the situation we find ourselves in .... and so we think about it to escape for a while .... and of course, the more we think about it the more we want it. It’s a vicious cycle! wink

The worst part now seems to be the unknown of when this will all be over. If I knew when I’d be able to session again, that would at least give a definitive date to look forward to. It wouldn’t necessarily cut down on the anxiousness, but it would I think help alleviate some anxiety.
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Fear, anxiety, arousal & pain; all are emotions & sensations. Feel them, experience them, surrender to them & learn to accept them.

~AynsToy