Actually you just pointed out how I felt when I first started in S&M. While I loved S&M I used want to be normal and not need the fetish. No matter how long I try to say away from it as soon as I saw something S&M related I got excited. After talking to a Domme about it she told me “you found something you love embrace it most people go their whole life without loving something so much”. It’s awesome for those that can live it proudly.

You don't need luck. You are too skillful to need it. Lots of interesting dommes in London and around. Break a leg!

Not gonna do that... Already have a Domme who wants to do a bondage scene based on putting me in a cast and that would give her another excuse to do it.

Let's hope she does not read this thread!😎