Hi Celeste:

Thanks very much! I really appreciate that! MVC is indeed amazing and I've been very happy as her sub for the past 6 years. Congratulations on 10 years with your Mistress as well! That's really something. I was pretty sure you were one of the subs on this board who would identify as being monogamous to their Mistress. I was hoping you'd share some of your thoughts about that on my thread. Anyway, it certainly sounds like you've found Mistress Right, so congratulations on that score!

Whenever I am used by Mistress to do work for Her home, or drive Her to run errands she immediately puts a heavy dog chain around my neck. In session around a week ago She found the matching leash and led me around her apartment for a bit. I think I'm going to suggest to drive Her to a fetish shop in the spring and led me via the chain & leash. That will be a "first" for me. Mistress can then select the butt plug that She will use on me. Thanks for the idea!

Memorable first: when I fisted a guy all the way up to my shoulder... And he kept asking for me to go deeper! I had run out of arm! That was the hole that humbled me.

I learned so much about fisting from that one session and developed an even deeper respect for bottoms with insatiable holes.

Love this!!! How exciting and erotic!

A question - I have always wondered where the entire arm goes. I mean if the whole arm in inserted, it seems like your fingers / hand will be in the chest / throat area. Where does it physically go extend to in his body? Can you feel the major organs on the way like the liver, kidneys, lungs, heart, etc.

So neat!

Celeste

Our intestines go side-to-side, not straight upwards, so the arm follows that pattern. Therefore, when doing full-arm fisting you're actually bending your arm sideways.

I don't remember feeling any other organs, I wasn't feeling around for that, haha. I don't think I would have gone near the heart, that would have been crazy. I also had a triple-layer of gloves (nitrile, thick plastic horse insemination gloves, nitrile) so feeling around for those details wouldn't be so easy. I was also so lost in the rush of "OH MY GOD!! MY FULL ARM IS IN A DUDE!!" that I wasn't focusing on feeling around for organs.

I see. Thanks for explaining. So your arm makes an "L" shape once fully inserted.

This is wild.....and a very memorable first.

I just love it!

Celeste

My first professional tribute. It was a one-hour session. I charged $250 then. To have $250 in my hands for "one-hour" of work was mind-blowing. You see, I have had times in my life where I have been really poor. I have had jobs where I worked really fucking hard and was paid shit. So it was a deeply moving thing for me.

My first, and still one of my most memorable was at Chicago Illusions in 92 or 93, shortly after they opened. They were under a different name then. I was very new, and Lady Michelle was not controlling my visits to pro Dommes yet. I found them in a local magazine, no internet yet, and I wanted to try out a pro Domme.

I had no idea what I was doing and the only thing I asked the Lady for was to be bound, gagged, and hung upside down. They had an electric winch in one of the basement rooms and the Lady wasted no time in getting me bound with my hands behind my back. She gagged me and helped me lay down on the floor on my back. She cuffed my ankles to a spreader bar and began to raise me up. Another Lady guided my body so I didn't hit my head on the way up and by the time I was off the floor, I was as hard as I'd ever been. One of the Ladies blindfolded me and I almost came when she did. Next came nipple clamps and one of the ladies used them to swing me. I was in total sub-space and submissive heaven, I couldn't believe it.

One of the Ladies touched my cock with a vibrator and I exploded. I had no control over my body and hadn't asked permission. The Ladies started laughing. Wherever my cum landed, they must have scraped it up because they smeared it all over my face. While one Lady kept the vibrator on me, the other scolded me for cumming without permission and started to spank with with a paddle. I lost track of where I was and what was happening; I was in total sub bliss.

I don't know how long I was hanging, but it was wonderful. After the ladies brought me down, I was thoroughly paddled and then had my first anal strap-on experience, all while still bound, gagged, and blindfolded. When they finally finished, I was exhausted but didn't want to leave. 30+ years later, it's still one of the absolute best sessions I've ever had.

They don't have the electric winch anymore, but if they did...

Thanks, Paulette. That recollection was HOT and SEXY!!! No wonder you got hooked - a great introduction into the world of professional domination!

Celeste

I had a situation come up over the weekend that reminded Me of the very first time I ever wore a strap on. This was probably 15 or more years ago now.

I was a little young kinkling in the Lifestyle world and had found myself essentially a "member of a House". One night we all ditched a party to play privately when one of them handed Me a strap to put on. I remember sitting in a throne chair wearing my new appendage and for the first time ever having my own cock. I didn't know what to do with My hands and found myself playing with it... which everyone laughed about.

It was a little awkward, but more fascinating than anything else. The feeling of power it gave Me was a startling realization and deeply thrilling. Until that moment, I had never even really considered wearing a strap or the many ways I would come to enjoy using one.

I still have that harness. I call it "Old Reliable" and it still makes Me grin every time I wear it.