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#11325 - 07/05/20 01:28 PM Re: What % end up crying? [Re: Mistress Ayn]
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As Mistress Ayn and many of the Ladies of the FemDom Mansion can attest -- i am a crier. It is not often from the pain, actually i am more inclined to have a body orgasm after a good sound whipping or canning.

The crying, as Mistress Ayn, acknowledges in Her post to this thread, is an emotional release, not from the pain. After a particularly powerful kidnapping scenario where the Mistress threatened me to be locked up in the van all night and not allowed into the FemDom Mansion, i was finally allowed inside. As soon as i saw Mistress Ayn i fell to my hands and knees and cried - hard. It was such a relief to be allowed inside given that being separated from my Mistress was such a major fear.

i also had major cry when i finally succumbed to being Mistress Ayn's slave. i realized that She had finally "broken me." Not broken as in destroyed me but broken through all of the barriers i had built up for decades, even while seeing and serving Mistresses. i was finally Her slave and the joy and relief was overwhelming and came out in tears of joy. It was very therapeutic.

A slave crying can be a good thing, yet in the hands of the right Mistress.
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#11329 - 07/05/20 05:47 PM Re: What % end up crying? [Re: slave boy jaime]
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+1 Last week my Mistress did a Judicial Punishment and pain focused session for 2 full hours. First time in several years. I can take a lot but this time it went much further with paddles, floggers, whips, single tail, canes and much more and the crying released all the stored up pain and emotion but she knows me and kept going making me count every single strike until she broke me and I finally uttered the words she really wanted to hear, "I surrender." I was a mess leaning over the dungeon whipping table and she comforted me cleaning and treating the marks and blood while I slowed down my breathing and came down to a more alert place.

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